Crapodology~

It has been a very long time since I wrote here last time. Wonder why I'll be crapping here again? I need a place to release my feelings and thoughts!!! There are both good and bad things that I'm going to tell. Which one goes first? O.k, I prefer to tell the bad things first for the sake of my feeling at the end of this writing.

Here we go, fuck you the bad thing!
I try not to rely too much on you and I try hardly to not sticking you too much. I did try..After all, can't you just say yes when I asked you to accompany me during this Christmas time? I don't ever want to go out with a male friend as I respect you, but what do I get at the end? Can't you just show me a little bit of your mercy? What do you feel if you are rejected from the one you care so much while you are hoping so deeply that he/she will do as what you I'll be more independent where I'll never care about your feeling even if I date with a guy to fill up my boring life with your absence her asked for? O.k, I wonder if you have emotions and feelings =.= After gone through this inhumanity cruelty rejection, what will change me is thate. Good for you. BLUEK

Anyway, I'm not going to spill out too much of my saliva (*oops, should be wasting my energy to type) on telling the bad thing.

Tadang!!! These are the things that lift me up to the happiness! All of it will happen in next year! What an awesome year for me! Should I list them out one by one? Yeah! Of course! Muahahahahah!

1. I called a lot of law firms and finally there are two firms that accepted me to carry out my ATTACHMENT there! One of them is the well-known historical firm on Penang Island. Bravo!!! I know it is just too early to be so excited but I just can't wait any longer!

2. Here I come Bali!! May until September will be the best moment for me, I guess. Attachment wearing the O.L attires, surrounded by the big big lawyers.....some more in between the attachment period I'm going for *honeymoon*! What a fantastic break! owh~

3. Ok ok...I know that might be too far from now. But that's o.k. as there will be another happening soon event- Trip to Langkawi with all of the 3rd year's course-mates! Although this trip is held for the research purpose on the reservation land in Langkawi in pursuance to Land Law course that we are taking this sem, I believe there's no different,there will still be a lot of FUN !!! Well, good for me that I'll be a nene~ during Chinese new year.Haha! Who cares?! I assume I'm a SUNNY GiRL ! Muahahhaha~

p/s : I've started jogging and I found myself back! My confidence, My soul~while my Slim Body that I'd been wanted along this time is on the progress of taking it back. I know I'll own it very soon ! =) Every time when I'm lazy to get my ass up, I think of the quote I read somewhere : WITHOUT ACTION, YOU AREN'T GOING ANYWHERE. It inspires me a lot. I satisfy with my efforts and determination <3 style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">No one else can treat you and love you better than you do *loves*